Not to often, still it happens that a few words in my mind beguins to form the lyrics to a song in just a matter of a few minutes. the lyrics below is one of those things that just happens. The song complete with its music was written - bad or good in a matter of less then half and hour.

The main part of all songs I ever have written is a story taken from the BDSM-Fetish scene as I know it. This song is also telling its small story about a couple who meet for the first time in what is supposed to be a long time bdsm-relation between the two of em.

HE - SHE

She - was standing in the corner of an empty street

She - waiting for a man, she was supposed to meet.

He - Was he the one

He - Was he the one

Will he make her shiver

can his touch make her cry out loud

will he make her go insane

take her to the skye above the clouds.

´Will he give her the love she need,

give her pain and pleasure.

Give her all, her hungre feed.

In chains he hold her life, a treasure.

Can he make her dream come true

will he be her man and master.

The one he stands right by her side

she hopes, now and for ever after.

As usual the next thing to do is to record it and then listen to the song over and over again in hope to find things inte the music or in the words that doesnt fit in. As soon as the recording is ready it will be found on my YouTube account.

"dare studio´s"

in other words my musicroom

Any complains in regards of my own singing capability is rightful, unfortinutly Im not the best singer. But at least I try and maybe with the help of some electronic gadgets I can make my own song sound if not good so at least poissble for someone to listen to.

playing the almost new ES-175

In my last blog-attemt I wrote about the interesst show at Youtube for my songs. Looking into the statistics once again today to my delight I found that ap 35% of those listening to my songs is female! Also that theres been almost 15000 weivers on all of me songs... things that with ease could make me happy.

To all of you, thanks.

New songs will be added and new recordings of earlier songs will also appere instead of the old ones.

a slightly mad world

For a long time by now Ive been thrilled by the impact of YouTube. With that in mind I´ve placed some of me own songs there. Natuarly in hope that somebody out there would appriciate em, maybe even like em.
Some of the songs are old recording performed by my band "pbp", those recordings at least have the benefit of great female voices, something I cant say regarding song performed by me self. I love to sing, but I would never consider me as someone with a great voice, not even a voice.
On the other hand what to do when Your mind tries to speak out what You wanna sing, and noone is there to assist. Well then its a matter of DIY and the rest is up to the listener. Mybe He or She like the song but not Me singing it. That, I can live with for sure.
As stated earlier many of my songs can be found at YouTube and natuarly from time to time (almost everyday) I check out the statistics telling -How many times someone actually listen to em.
Those figuers make me wonder, there is some songs that hardly ever been listen to, yet some of them would if not qualify for some kind of amatuer hit list. Ive listed em here, why I dont know but for some odd reason "shes a ponygirl have had 4000+ listeners!!??. Telling for sure theres a load of perferverts out there.
At this moment yet another song is beeing recorded and when its ready I might take it to YouTube.
One main reason for mer writing all those songs about the people in the BDSM-fetish world is mainly beacuse I regard it as a world filled with love, even if it may look different to what we normaly call love.


Dont make Him loose - 19
(performed by Jeanette M, excellent female singer)
Until that day - 22
(some kind of lovesong)
Along the road - 28
(the story of a girl in Denmark thats was forced to move)
I´m a bad,bad Girl - 37
(hmm, her I despreatly need a female voice)
He looks like Batman - 120
(the story of an old freind, today unfortinutly suffering from Alzheimers)
If theres a wall - 123
(this may be a nice battlesong for all perverts at the scene)
White Houses - 228
(curiosity thats for sure)
Slavegirl Blues - 249
(performed by Jeanette M)
S/M Interlude - 307
(my own answer to Ravels Bolero)
Prepare girl - 2011
(yet another lovesong to my life companion whom I love)
She´s a Ponygirl - 4407
(well this ones a bit naughty, and fun)

all songs can be listened to if you search for em at YouTube.
have fun, life is great.

Somewhere out there

It happens all the time in any non-given moment that a few words pops in to Me mind. With luck a few hours later the lyrics to a song is ready on paper. At that moment the ready product is clear sounding in my head. I know exactly how it will sound.

Next step is to plug in guitars, keyboards into the amps and computer, in hope to get a demo recording of the tune. A job that´l take hours! At last everything seams to be fair enough to use when I realise that I have to do it all over. Maybe I missed a chord somewhere or played a faulty note in a solo sequense.

A couple of days later the demo is redy to be used. Now its time to use a microphone and sing the best I can do. A couple of channels will be used for the vocals and in app 90% those channels will not sound at all like the tune in my head. Do it again....

And so it goes on and on until I finally give it all up realising that I cant sing the way I want to!

The Epiphone ES-175 guitar seams to be getting used to its new owner, and with that starting to sound just the way I hoped it should. Well with only two humbucking microphones I thought it might give even better sound with an extra microphone so such an item was installed. Next on cue is to give the guitar a Bigsby tremolo unit.

The progress of my band is going on furter. One out of hopefully three female lead singers have been found and she may be occupied in singing some kind of karioke at her home with the recorded song as background.

An adwert for an old Kenwood reciever at zero cost made me jump and call the owner who was actually an old freind of mine. Leaving His place with the Kenwood He also did agree to play the drums in the band....great.

New songs - new toys

I happens all the time, often in the car where suddenly the perfect first line in a song lyric suddenly appers in my mind. If I at this very moment dont have pen and paper, the perfect words for the perfect songlyrics dissapers in a flash.

Luck for me I sometimes remember those word long enough so I can write em down. This happens all the time, so a couple of day ago I found me self thinking about a simple singel word and its real meaning. The word was one often used in lyrics and in real life.

FOREVER

Arriving back home it took me less then an hour to write the lyrics for a song down on a blank piece of paper. A couple of hours later there was even a melody. This particular song has now left its piece of paper and been recorded as some kind of demo. With that I usually listen to it and in a couple of days or years finds the final solution on how I want it to sound.

Yesterday yet another lyrics was written and soon recorded. Only to find out that the lyrics was great but the music wasnt worth listening to at all. So during the upcoming days I have to find some new music that will suit this lyric.

One way to get in to the right mood for playing music or writing new songs is to ad a new gadget to the collection. At a wistit to my local musicshop "JAM" I suddenly became owner of some electronic gadgets. An electronic gadget that would make my guitars sound in a million different ways. Distortion, reverb, Echo and all the other normal sounds could be added. The fact that it was given to me, was mainly caused by the way it looked. Almost as if was hit hard with a sledgehammer och a big truck. plugged in it still worked perfectly. To be frank I dont like those guitargadgets that much, mainly because it take to much time to make em work the way I want it to.

Leaving the musicshop I realised that they sold a Telecaster and did get a ES-175 as part exchange. Hmmm I really like the design of those guitars. It all lead to this morning when I took my Ibanez Artcore and made a swop to the ES-175.

Two new gadgets, hopefully they will help me to write some new songs....

dare studio´s move to Stockholm

About a week ago loads of me gear was loaded into Our new daily transporter, a Mondeo Estate that was filled with amplifiers and guitars and stuff. Back in Stockholm now as a retired ole man i sat down with gadgets in hope to record an old tune of mine.

The song as such (it isnt much of a song really) was kickstarted in the mid 90ies caused be a tune performed by at that time a popular swedish band called Ace of base. They used three single tones to make a song, and I started of with 4!

To make things even worse the song suddenly grow to a 10 minute fanatic disaster, and was at this stage of production recorded with me ole TEAC 4-track machine. A lot of overdubbing, natuarly with loss of dynamic range it was ready for the final step.

By now a the voice of a female singer was missing, and when she realised what she was supposed to do in the tune, she told me to leave the room. So I did and app 15 minutes later I arrived back to find the result of her lonliness.

That one recording was tragicaly lost years ago.

So Ive tried hard to make new versions of the tune. Lots of time have been spent on recording this particular tune, but none of them was what I wanted.

Up until today it has been a hopeless situation. So with the help of my computerprogram, some different instruments the tune was finally ready.

As I do not have any what so ever skills in using a set of drums Im forced to rely on me Casio Keyboard to give me the drumsection, and the strings.

And natuarly for a Burns-freak I used one of my Burns guitars to give the recording loads of guitars.

So yesterday the recordings of me tune called S/M Interlude was finally ready and after putting a load of nice pics together to a film it was released on YouTube.

The intention with this particular musicproject was to write and make a tune made to measure for the BDSM-Fetish scene. A tune for dancing or playing naughty games to.

click on the song title below to listen to the song.

S/M Interlude

have a great time.

Dreams never die!

It all started in the mid 60-ies when everyone was a member of a rock-pop band. So was I and natuarly we all shared a dream of becoming the new Beatles-Stones or what ever. It was something with the word "the" as in THE Beatles.

Years and band are behind many of us, but at this very moment Im doing me so called last attemt to set up a band in order to play some of the music Ive been writing during the years. Just for the fun of playing together and maybe get that sense of becoming a star for a breif moment in life.

So the search have started and hopefully I will find a couple of freinds that will participate in the project...

songwriting and recording

Suddenly theres ssome lyrics in your mind, next thing is to find a piece of paper and try to bring the words to life in the form of a song. Already in the beguinning You know exactly hos it should sound, but in real life that doesnt work.

Anyway a couple of new songs have been recorded and fore sure they will be re-recorded in a new version soon. But until that day, heres some new songs from me.

thinking about you

He looks like Batman

She´s a ponygirl

Until that day