a slightly mad world

For a long time by now Ive been thrilled by the impact of YouTube. With that in mind I´ve placed some of me own songs there. Natuarly in hope that somebody out there would appriciate em, maybe even like em.
Some of the songs are old recording performed by my band "pbp", those recordings at least have the benefit of great female voices, something I cant say regarding song performed by me self. I love to sing, but I would never consider me as someone with a great voice, not even a voice.
On the other hand what to do when Your mind tries to speak out what You wanna sing, and noone is there to assist. Well then its a matter of DIY and the rest is up to the listener. Mybe He or She like the song but not Me singing it. That, I can live with for sure.
As stated earlier many of my songs can be found at YouTube and natuarly from time to time (almost everyday) I check out the statistics telling -How many times someone actually listen to em.
Those figuers make me wonder, there is some songs that hardly ever been listen to, yet some of them would if not qualify for some kind of amatuer hit list. Ive listed em here, why I dont know but for some odd reason "shes a ponygirl have had 4000+ listeners!!??. Telling for sure theres a load of perferverts out there.
At this moment yet another song is beeing recorded and when its ready I might take it to YouTube.
One main reason for mer writing all those songs about the people in the BDSM-fetish world is mainly beacuse I regard it as a world filled with love, even if it may look different to what we normaly call love.


Dont make Him loose - 19
(performed by Jeanette M, excellent female singer)
Until that day - 22
(some kind of lovesong)
Along the road - 28
(the story of a girl in Denmark thats was forced to move)
I´m a bad,bad Girl - 37
(hmm, her I despreatly need a female voice)
He looks like Batman - 120
(the story of an old freind, today unfortinutly suffering from Alzheimers)
If theres a wall - 123
(this may be a nice battlesong for all perverts at the scene)
White Houses - 228
(curiosity thats for sure)
Slavegirl Blues - 249
(performed by Jeanette M)
S/M Interlude - 307
(my own answer to Ravels Bolero)
Prepare girl - 2011
(yet another lovesong to my life companion whom I love)
She´s a Ponygirl - 4407
(well this ones a bit naughty, and fun)

all songs can be listened to if you search for em at YouTube.
have fun, life is great.

Somewhere out there

It happens all the time in any non-given moment that a few words pops in to Me mind. With luck a few hours later the lyrics to a song is ready on paper. At that moment the ready product is clear sounding in my head. I know exactly how it will sound.

Next step is to plug in guitars, keyboards into the amps and computer, in hope to get a demo recording of the tune. A job that´l take hours! At last everything seams to be fair enough to use when I realise that I have to do it all over. Maybe I missed a chord somewhere or played a faulty note in a solo sequense.

A couple of days later the demo is redy to be used. Now its time to use a microphone and sing the best I can do. A couple of channels will be used for the vocals and in app 90% those channels will not sound at all like the tune in my head. Do it again....

And so it goes on and on until I finally give it all up realising that I cant sing the way I want to!

The Epiphone ES-175 guitar seams to be getting used to its new owner, and with that starting to sound just the way I hoped it should. Well with only two humbucking microphones I thought it might give even better sound with an extra microphone so such an item was installed. Next on cue is to give the guitar a Bigsby tremolo unit.

The progress of my band is going on furter. One out of hopefully three female lead singers have been found and she may be occupied in singing some kind of karioke at her home with the recorded song as background.

An adwert for an old Kenwood reciever at zero cost made me jump and call the owner who was actually an old freind of mine. Leaving His place with the Kenwood He also did agree to play the drums in the band....great.

New songs - new toys

I happens all the time, often in the car where suddenly the perfect first line in a song lyric suddenly appers in my mind. If I at this very moment dont have pen and paper, the perfect words for the perfect songlyrics dissapers in a flash.

Luck for me I sometimes remember those word long enough so I can write em down. This happens all the time, so a couple of day ago I found me self thinking about a simple singel word and its real meaning. The word was one often used in lyrics and in real life.

FOREVER

Arriving back home it took me less then an hour to write the lyrics for a song down on a blank piece of paper. A couple of hours later there was even a melody. This particular song has now left its piece of paper and been recorded as some kind of demo. With that I usually listen to it and in a couple of days or years finds the final solution on how I want it to sound.

Yesterday yet another lyrics was written and soon recorded. Only to find out that the lyrics was great but the music wasnt worth listening to at all. So during the upcoming days I have to find some new music that will suit this lyric.

One way to get in to the right mood for playing music or writing new songs is to ad a new gadget to the collection. At a wistit to my local musicshop "JAM" I suddenly became owner of some electronic gadgets. An electronic gadget that would make my guitars sound in a million different ways. Distortion, reverb, Echo and all the other normal sounds could be added. The fact that it was given to me, was mainly caused by the way it looked. Almost as if was hit hard with a sledgehammer och a big truck. plugged in it still worked perfectly. To be frank I dont like those guitargadgets that much, mainly because it take to much time to make em work the way I want it to.

Leaving the musicshop I realised that they sold a Telecaster and did get a ES-175 as part exchange. Hmmm I really like the design of those guitars. It all lead to this morning when I took my Ibanez Artcore and made a swop to the ES-175.

Two new gadgets, hopefully they will help me to write some new songs....

dare studio´s move to Stockholm

About a week ago loads of me gear was loaded into Our new daily transporter, a Mondeo Estate that was filled with amplifiers and guitars and stuff. Back in Stockholm now as a retired ole man i sat down with gadgets in hope to record an old tune of mine.

The song as such (it isnt much of a song really) was kickstarted in the mid 90ies caused be a tune performed by at that time a popular swedish band called Ace of base. They used three single tones to make a song, and I started of with 4!

To make things even worse the song suddenly grow to a 10 minute fanatic disaster, and was at this stage of production recorded with me ole TEAC 4-track machine. A lot of overdubbing, natuarly with loss of dynamic range it was ready for the final step.

By now a the voice of a female singer was missing, and when she realised what she was supposed to do in the tune, she told me to leave the room. So I did and app 15 minutes later I arrived back to find the result of her lonliness.

That one recording was tragicaly lost years ago.

So Ive tried hard to make new versions of the tune. Lots of time have been spent on recording this particular tune, but none of them was what I wanted.

Up until today it has been a hopeless situation. So with the help of my computerprogram, some different instruments the tune was finally ready.

As I do not have any what so ever skills in using a set of drums Im forced to rely on me Casio Keyboard to give me the drumsection, and the strings.

And natuarly for a Burns-freak I used one of my Burns guitars to give the recording loads of guitars.

So yesterday the recordings of me tune called S/M Interlude was finally ready and after putting a load of nice pics together to a film it was released on YouTube.

The intention with this particular musicproject was to write and make a tune made to measure for the BDSM-Fetish scene. A tune for dancing or playing naughty games to.

click on the song title below to listen to the song.

S/M Interlude

have a great time.

Dreams never die!

It all started in the mid 60-ies when everyone was a member of a rock-pop band. So was I and natuarly we all shared a dream of becoming the new Beatles-Stones or what ever. It was something with the word "the" as in THE Beatles.

Years and band are behind many of us, but at this very moment Im doing me so called last attemt to set up a band in order to play some of the music Ive been writing during the years. Just for the fun of playing together and maybe get that sense of becoming a star for a breif moment in life.

So the search have started and hopefully I will find a couple of freinds that will participate in the project...

songwriting and recording

Suddenly theres ssome lyrics in your mind, next thing is to find a piece of paper and try to bring the words to life in the form of a song. Already in the beguinning You know exactly hos it should sound, but in real life that doesnt work.

Anyway a couple of new songs have been recorded and fore sure they will be re-recorded in a new version soon. But until that day, heres some new songs from me.

thinking about you

He looks like Batman

She´s a ponygirl

Until that day

Dare studio history

"cafe dare & dare studio´s"

According to the fact that I do like to write about different things in MY world this blog-site was created. Here You`ll find music / lyrics and stories linked to what I call "dare studio´s".

In the mid 60-ies I started to write Me own songs. With the Beatles as main influence I wrote a couple of songs with My band at that time in mind. This the first band was baptised "the Leemons" and performed at a couple of teenageparties during this years.

The first song written was a sweet little song in Swedish called - Åh Carina. In mind was one of the girls that I did secretly love so much. (she never knew). The urge in me to go on writing was still very much present. A couple of different bands was formed, band that lived for a breif moment and then dissapered.

"fms-band / PBP "

It started as a homestudio project with app 250 different songs that Ive written. Main part of those songs was written with the Fetish/BDSM party scene that spread around the world in mind. But without the by then new tecno/rave sound. Many of the songs might be called x-rated but they was all telling a story in regards of different sexual behaviors.

Soon the homestudio grow to small and I beguin to My search for other musicians that wanted to be a part of the new band, called "fms-band". The band was based with 4 musicians, drums, bass, lead n rhythmguitar, keyboard plus 3 girls as front singers.

Those first years the band did change members at least a couple of times every month until its final setting was found. Adverts was placed in order to find vocalsingers. Almost 100 girls came to auditions that was held, among them three was choosen.

As all the members in the group also was playing in other groups, the project was set up to be a "fun break" with a couple of performances every year. All of us did have the normal familylife, with kids etc, so there was no intention to become anything near professionals.

When the band was contracted for a performance and a week before I rented rehearsing premesis for the weekend. Mainly rented from a local Scoutgroup.

The band played in Germany, Switzerland, Netherlands, Austria, UK and we really did have a great time. Until there was a halt and nothing happened for a long time exept that new songs was written.

During this time I was contracted to a female German artist who wanted to record a couple of my songs. She had the intetions of becoming a new Madonna, and was already a well knowns fetish model. The songs was recorded but somehow as often happens in the mad music buisness this artist wasnt interessted in sharing royality fees!

"club dare" and "dare cafe" was formed as a no profit organisation with a music-cafe as the daily base and income fore the club. Here You could order a cup of coffey, listen-play music. Buy second hand instruments aso.

The fms-band changed its name to PBP. Where PBP was the short version of "park bench petting" a name idea from one of the vocal girls - Kristina. In its premesis the "dare studio" was formed. The studio as such was based at the start around a mixer-table linked to two TEAC 4-track recorders in one of the rooms in the cafe.

More and more gadgets was found that made it look more and more like a nice studio. Not near a prostudio but still with the possibility to record bands, singers. During a period of two years, the cafe and studio was in existance.

"a stack of music gadgets at dare studio´s"

The bands last performance was made at a club in Malmoe. The whole things was also recorded for a TV program that was sent shortly after the performance night. The band members will be presented on this blog-site possibly next time.

Both the "dare studio´s" and "PBP" is today alive only as project name´s on different recording sessions, music/lyrics made and mainly performed by Me.